It is one thing to feel lonely, it is another to feel unwanted. Neither emotion is unfamiliar to me, I have friends who prefer other friends over me. My siblings prefer each other then talking to me, my cousins are the same. I get left behind often its even proven with the loss of Ryan. Everyone makes me feel unwanted eventually and its stupid that I havent become introverted because of it, i still want to be around people i still keep trying to make friendss i havent given up yet though i am so tempted to just emotionally shut down and waste away.