He wants to be there for me, doesn’t want me to become a stranger, I don’t understand what is even going on here. Right now he is at work and i’m home having a bit of a panic attack, i’m glad to hear from him but this shit is scary you know? By talking to him i’m inviting him in to harm me again. being a couple was the most natural thing in the world for us. Maybe this will be good maybe bad. I hope it ends in us against the world again.